Its was awesome last night..
After the wine n swings..i felt damn emotional..
On the way back...
I totally lost my direction already...
See,I was damn blur but not drunk.
I drank a bit...
I felt some pain at the back..
I think is my liver or whatever sickness is it..
I felt pain...Im finding someone to tell...
and i chosen someone that doesnt really give a damn on my stuff...
In the group "breakfast time" at Umarani...
I feel really alone..
I dont talk anymore..
I dont smile...
I feel so tired....
Sunday, November 01, 2009
Saturday, October 31, 2009
Random
When th sky out there getting darker...the breath i took getting anxious...
Gasping for warm oxygen...
And a Warm hug from a special one...
Its hard to let go but its time...
I really shouldn't think too much...
Since i already fed up..
"Not dont love, is cant take it anymore."
This line kept ringing in my head non-stop.
Yeah,im fed up..sad and down now..
Finding my direction now...
I'm curious..why we will feel heart break when a relationship ends?
Why ha?
U see,
We love with heart,time,effort.
It can be end in just a blink of eye..or even only a text message.
Well,ridiculous right?
I need to find someone...
Who will hug me whenever i cry.
^^
Sometimes love comes around,
And it knock u down just get back up
When it knock u down knock u down~
Get back up u bitch!!!!
Gasping for warm oxygen...
And a Warm hug from a special one...
Its hard to let go but its time...
I really shouldn't think too much...
Since i already fed up..
"Not dont love, is cant take it anymore."
This line kept ringing in my head non-stop.
Yeah,im fed up..sad and down now..
Finding my direction now...
I'm curious..why we will feel heart break when a relationship ends?
Why ha?
U see,
We love with heart,time,effort.
It can be end in just a blink of eye..or even only a text message.
Well,ridiculous right?
I need to find someone...
Who will hug me whenever i cry.
^^
Sometimes love comes around,
And it knock u down just get back up
When it knock u down knock u down~
Get back up u bitch!!!!
Friday, October 30, 2009
Tend
I tend to keep my feelings now...
I wonder why.
这些的经历让我了解到，
要找一个能够真正表露自己所有情绪的人来相处，
是天方夜谭。（琪，二零零九十月三十号）
I wonder why.
这些的经历让我了解到，
要找一个能够真正表露自己所有情绪的人来相处，
是天方夜谭。（琪，二零零九十月三十号）
Thursday, October 29, 2009
什么时候……
什么时候开始，我们逐渐没有了话题？
其实并不是没有话题……
而是我们都没有意思要跟对方说话了。
什么时候开始，我们不再牵手…不再并肩地走……
并不是我们有隔膜，而是心已经有了距离。
什么时候开始，车厢的空气变得僵硬？
是因为我不再说一些无谓的笑话，逗你开心。
什么时候开始，我们不再信息？
是因为我不再找你。
其实你没有发觉，过去两个星期我都是以你对我的方式对你。
没想到，我认了两年，你竟然连两个星期也受不了。
我脾气坏，还不都是因为说了，撒娇了，劝了，骂了你都不听才，开始的吗？
一直怪我发脾气，却从来没尝试了解。
就算我说出口，你也无动于衷。
一切从我心淡时开始……我不再热情对你。
以你平常对我的冷漠方式尝试和你沟通。
吵架时，不出声，不理会。
其实我连架也懒得吵了……
你也懒得了解我。
没关系，
这次真的让我深深体会到……
所谓的性格不合，这个荒唐的分手理由的真正意思。
也许舍不得这两年的时光，但至少我不会再像以前那样。
冲动的奋不顾身去挽留，因为真的……
心淡了……
都是你和我都想想对方说的话。
你受不了我的脾气，我受不了你的冷漠。
你的信息很明显的让我感觉到你一丝丝的自私。
我把一切，都看成……
你不会再挽留……
我们也不会在一起。
好了~一切努力加油~~
明天会更好！
上帝祝福。
其实并不是没有话题……
而是我们都没有意思要跟对方说话了。
什么时候开始，我们不再牵手…不再并肩地走……
并不是我们有隔膜，而是心已经有了距离。
什么时候开始，车厢的空气变得僵硬？
是因为我不再说一些无谓的笑话，逗你开心。
什么时候开始，我们不再信息？
是因为我不再找你。
其实你没有发觉，过去两个星期我都是以你对我的方式对你。
没想到，我认了两年，你竟然连两个星期也受不了。
我脾气坏，还不都是因为说了，撒娇了，劝了，骂了你都不听才，开始的吗？
一直怪我发脾气，却从来没尝试了解。
就算我说出口，你也无动于衷。
一切从我心淡时开始……我不再热情对你。
以你平常对我的冷漠方式尝试和你沟通。
吵架时，不出声，不理会。
其实我连架也懒得吵了……
你也懒得了解我。
没关系，
这次真的让我深深体会到……
所谓的性格不合，这个荒唐的分手理由的真正意思。
也许舍不得这两年的时光，但至少我不会再像以前那样。
冲动的奋不顾身去挽留，因为真的……
心淡了……
“不是不爱你，
只是受不了。”
只是受不了。”
都是你和我都想想对方说的话。
你受不了我的脾气，我受不了你的冷漠。
你的信息很明显的让我感觉到你一丝丝的自私。
我把一切，都看成……
你不会再挽留……
我们也不会在一起。
好了~一切努力加油~~
明天会更好！
上帝祝福。
Monday, October 26, 2009
Being
As im not an attention seeker,and im also not a very easily spotted person.
Oh ya,and also to declare something.
I dont have branded cloths to wear,
My cloths usually from "ON SALE" warehouse, night market, or even "heritage" from my cousins.
Once i bought a branded cloths,were from SEED.The RED SINGLET.
The ONE AND ONLY piece of mine.
I usually dress up like....erhamm..to college. Im even lazy to make up, and hapily wearing my spec to college.
My point of view is, Im facing my true self. There's no need to afraid of what other people look at you,cuz they are NOTHING.
I never whated people to say that i got money.
This month.i just have only RM190 to spend. and left RM10 to make it until my next salary comes.
Even i seems wealthy occasionally, its because i make the money. The money doesnt comes to me just like that.
Im easily ignored,because i dont talk things to hurt ,or make fun of people except the new lecturer la~ XD
I listen because i think people nowadays are busy talking and forgot about being silent and listen carefully.
I give comment, opinion only when the person really wants to listen.
If i didnt comment anything that you asked me. Maybe i really dont have the qualify to judge your mind set.
Yea...the conclusion,i dont talk when everyone wants to talk. ^^
Oh ya,and also to declare something.
I dont have branded cloths to wear,
My cloths usually from "ON SALE" warehouse, night market, or even "heritage" from my cousins.
Once i bought a branded cloths,were from SEED.The RED SINGLET.
The ONE AND ONLY piece of mine.
I usually dress up like....erhamm..to college. Im even lazy to make up, and hapily wearing my spec to college.
My point of view is, Im facing my true self. There's no need to afraid of what other people look at you,cuz they are NOTHING.
I never whated people to say that i got money.
This month.i just have only RM190 to spend. and left RM10 to make it until my next salary comes.
Even i seems wealthy occasionally, its because i make the money. The money doesnt comes to me just like that.
Im easily ignored,because i dont talk things to hurt ,or make fun of people except the new lecturer la~ XD
I listen because i think people nowadays are busy talking and forgot about being silent and listen carefully.
I give comment, opinion only when the person really wants to listen.
If i didnt comment anything that you asked me. Maybe i really dont have the qualify to judge your mind set.
Yea...the conclusion,i dont talk when everyone wants to talk. ^^
When
When you have met friends who just only shares about each other's feeling in a good way.
It would be the best moment you guys had spent together.
When friends are not only talk about material, but inner sense of secure..
It would be worth to have a friend like this.
Friends are not only for happy times, but also when you are drown into the blues,
you wont feel hesitate to tell them.
A lot of peeps already forgot about it.
But now, i had finally find a group that i really feel worth to hang out with and not being ignored anymore.
^^
Good for me~
It would be the best moment you guys had spent together.
When friends are not only talk about material, but inner sense of secure..
It would be worth to have a friend like this.
Friends are not only for happy times, but also when you are drown into the blues,
you wont feel hesitate to tell them.
A lot of peeps already forgot about it.
But now, i had finally find a group that i really feel worth to hang out with and not being ignored anymore.
^^
Good for me~
Friday, October 23, 2009
Writing
What im writing here is not about the trends.
Not about the movies or any latest up dates.
But it is truly about ME.
Some people, some place,some thing..
Makes me feels awkward.
Saying about anti station1 but im still going~ XD
Not about the movies or any latest up dates.
But it is truly about ME.
Some people, some place,some thing..
Makes me feels awkward.
Saying about anti station1 but im still going~ XD
Tuesday, October 13, 2009
Should stop Before its too late
That is what I always say to other. Should Stop before its too late. I'm Telling myself this time...
Its hard to reach.. Its hard to believe.. When it happens constantly.. You will get used to it...
!!! ANTI ANTI !!!
Owh! SHUT UP~
Its hard to reach.. Its hard to believe.. When it happens constantly.. You will get used to it...
!!! ANTI ANTI !!!
Owh! SHUT UP~
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